Sunday, April 10, 2011


I've been stumbling towards an epiphany sort of like driving in the mist with defrosters that don't quite work.  I can almost see through the windshield, but the clarity is clouded by a thin layer of condensation.  I'm aware that I want to cease resisting an aspect of my life, but I'm holding myself back, concerned it will feel like defeat.  I'm walking the fine line between letting go and giving up.  Or perhaps they're one and the same.  I truthfully don't know.  Surrendering feels scary like falling into the unknown, a dark abyss for which there's no escape.  Suspension in this limbo requires a lot of effort.   I'm asking the universe for guidance on how to move through this space and find peace on the other side.

No comments:

Post a Comment